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Sulak Sivaraksa. 1

 

Other Books written or edited by Sulak Sivaraksa

Seeds ofPeace:A Buddhist Vision for Renewing Society Siamese Resurgence.-,4 Thai Voice on Asia in a World of Change A Socially Engaged Buddhism: By a Controversial Siamese Siam in Crisis   ENGAGED      Demands

A Buddhist Vision for Renewing Society: CollectedArticles by a Thai Intellectual BUDDHIST           Dissent

Religion and Development             

Radical Conservatism. Buddhism in the Contemporary World                 

Search forAsian Cultural Integrity             

Modern Thai Monarchy and Cultural Politics          

Buddhist Perception for Desirable Societies in the Future            

SULAK SIVARAKSA

Foreword by

His Holiness the Dalai Lama

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Other Books written or edited by Sulak Sivaraksa AUTOBIOGRAPHY

OFAI'J

Seeds ofPeace:A Buddhist Vision for Renewing Society     ENGAGED

Siamese Resurgence.-,4 Thai Voice on Asia in a World of Change BUDDHIST

A Socially Engaged Buddhism: By a Controversial Siamese Siam in Crisis

A Buddhist Vision for Renewing Society: CollectedArticles by a Thai Intellectual

Religion and Development

Radical Conservatism: Buddhism in the Contemporary World

SearchforAsian Cultural Integrity

Modern Thai Monarchy and Cultural Politics

Buddhist Perception for Desirable Societies in the Future

Loyalty demands dissent: autobiography of an engaged Buddhist /

by Sulak Sivaraksa.

Foreword VII

Editors'Introductjon Ylil

Acknowledgments XIII

I Early Years 3

2         L?fèasa Novice Monk 16

3         School Days 24

4 An English Education 30

S         Living in London 57

C Back in Siam 72

V' 7 Working with the Monks 07

1"J Forging Relations 93

Clashes 101

Organizing 100

Getting Married 121

Political Unrest 134

In Exile 141

Back to Work 152

Interfaith Connections 159

16 Lèse-majesté 165

17 Traveling 174

71       More Organizing 191

,19 Lèse-majesteAgain 192

20 SeekingAlternatives 207

21 Reflections 211

APPENDICES

APPENDIX I Siamese Calendar 217

APPENDIX 2 Siamese Government 210

APPENDIX 3 Regression ofDemocracy in Siam 221

 

Ch2 LIFE AS A NOVICE MONK 117

I'd always found school oppressive. We were supposed to be on time

to line up and salute the flag. The teachers never smiled, and I nat-

urally wanted to outsmart them. If they asked me to write from A to Z for homework, I just wrote "A to Z." At the Christian schools, they taught that Christ was the Lamb of God, but I'd never seen a lamb, and it didn't mean much to me. I didnt mind making friends, but the kids my age liked going to the movies, reading comics, and other things I didn't particularly care for. I felt different. I liked traditional music, dance, drama, and going to the temples to listen to sermons. I liked being with older people; I could sit and listen to them for hours.

Being in the monastery was the first time I really enjoyed life. Once you were ordained as a novice, a samanera, you were treated as an adult. In our culture, different pronouns are used when talking to children. Kids are looked down upon. But when I was ordained, although I was only twelve years old, twenty-five and thirty-year-old monks used adult pronouns when they spoke to me. My master, Phra Bhadramuni, had a strong influence on me. He was a great astrologer, and his life was kindness itself. He was sometimes very stern to the other students, but he was always kind to me. When I was a novice, I used to go and massage him, and he would teach me. He told me that I must always do my best and not settle for anything mediocre. Instead of seeking fame and riches, I should

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My teacher Phra Bhadramuni

 

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strive for excellency. Other monks in the temple were also important influences on my life. I loved the whole monastic atmosphere.

The temple gave me liberty. I could study whatever I wanted, and I became addicted to reading. Before, because I had been forced to read, I never got into it. But at the temple I would pick out books, even large volumes, and read them from cover to cover. I read all kinds of books—religion, history, literature. I've loved books ever since. I also became interested in traditional medicine, fortune-telling, and arts and crafts, which at school we'd been told were old-fashioned. I learned to meditate from a lay teacher who was well known for his insight-meditation technique.

As a novice you have to be observant. I was very good in this way, and my teacher gave me the sort of acknowledgment I never got at school. At school, if you learn your lessons by rote, you are considered capable. But in the temple you have to observe ceremonies and other monks' behavior in order to learn. You must be attuned to your own culture. Most of my contemporaries stayed at the temple for only a few months. They found the life too antiquated, but I felt like a fish in water. I wanted to stay for good. In school I never got to the top of the class, but at the temple my teacher felt that I was smart. I was the only one who dared to ask the abbot questions. In our culture, children and even grown-ups are not encouraged to ask questions, especially of an abbot. The abbot looked very formal and severe, but I asked him all kinds of questions, and he liked that, too.

Although I was the youngest, the superior of my house felt that I was special, and of course I liked that. In our temple, Wat Thong-

          

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nopphakhun, there were thirteen houses, each headed by a superior, with five or ten monks, as well as novices and lay attendants. Our superior, Phra Bhadramuni, later became the abbot. When he was ill and had to go to the hospital, he gave the house key to me. I was twelve years old and in charge. I got senior monks to help, and together we had the house properly cleaned and everything carefully arranged. When he returned from the hospital, my master was very pleased that I had done as he would have wished.

At home, my father had treated me specially, and I was spoiled. He always felt a little guilty; that I was like an orphan because my mother had walked out on him. We slept in the same bed, and he told me tales. I enjoyed his company, but I treated other people badly. I never made my bed. I demanded whatever sort of food I wanted. My father would consult with me and tell the cook what I wanted. If the rice was too hard, I would complain and not eat it. If it was too soft, I wouldn't eat it either. I was a terror. At the temple, there were no servants. I had to make my own bed, wash my own dishes and clothes, and go out to beg for alms every morning. The culture of the temple was wonderful, and we were very proud to follow the rules established by the Buddha. Everyone was equal. Even my master washed his own dishes.

I attuned myself to the temple's system, but I also rebelled. Every morning and evening we were supposed to go to the consecrated assembly hall for prayers and meditation. One morning when we went, the hall was locked. The monk who was secretary of the temple wasn't there to unlock it. Nobody complained openly, but they gossiped about him. So I complained openly. I even wrote notices and posted them on the temple—that this monk was no good, that he was corrupt. He was furious. I was a troublemaker.

This life was Buddhism with a capital "B." I began to understand the distinction between Buddhism for educated people and popular Buddhism. I learned that a spirit house, which is said to house the guardian spirit of every household, is not quite Buddhism. In the temple, we are supposed to preserve the pristine teachings of the Buddha. Of course, some monks also become astrologers and so on—not for pay, just to help people. Buddhism and culture are intertwined.

During the Second World War there was bombing all around the temple because of the Japanese factory next door. Fortunately, bombs never hit the temple, but it was dangerous. The abbot asked us, "Since there's bombing here, would you like to leave?" One monk said he wasn't sure. Another lay attendant said he might leave. The abbot asked me, and I said, "Wherever the master is, I'll go along with him." He was pleased with my answer, but still decided that I should evacuate first. He felt that the children should be safe, and he would follow later. We moved about eight miles from our temple. In those days we had to go by rowboat, and it seemed far away. Although this temple was just on the outskirts of Bangkok, it was quite rural. The people were very devout. When we went out for alms, they offered a lot of food. It was a different atmosphere. On the full moon, new moon, and half moon, we walked all the way back to our temple in the city to perform the ceremonies.

I came from an upper-middle-class family and had only known people from that class. At the temple I met people of all classes. Because Phra Bhadramuni was a well-known astrologer, all kinds of people came to see him: princes, nobles, merchants, rich, and poor. Although he treated them each according to their rank, he was very polite and kind to everyone. At the end of the war, King Ananda Mahidol returned from Switzerland, where he was educated. There were big ceremonies and great joy. My teacher was invited to arrange the flowers for the altar in front of one of the large Buddha images at Bangkok's Marble Temple, and he invited me to help him. The king walked by to pay his respects. Had I not been a monk, I would never have seen the king face to face like that. When you became a

Wat Thongnopphakhun school, built by and named after my great-aunt Lom Hemajayati

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monk, all social barriers were removed. I felt that I could go anywhere. I've felt very close to the monkhood ever since.

In the early morning, as soon as there was enough light to see the lines on the palms of our hands, we went out to beg for almsfood, sometimes walking together in a long line, sometimes walking alone or with a senior monk. There were many people offering food then. Traditionally, the monks would eat together first, the novices would eat after, and the boys who looked after the temple would eat last. We had prayers and chants to promote mindfulness about the simple acts of daily life. At mealtimes, we cultivated the awareness that meals are only to prevent hunger from arising and to keep the body strong. The monks recited this in Pali at every meal. Every time monks put on their robes, they recited "These robes are not put on for beauty but to protect us from cold, heat, and insects. Do not be attached to the robes." When going to sleep, the monks recited, "This is our house. It is only temporary, just to protect us from cold, wind, and rain. Do not be attached to its beauty." When taking medicine: "It is only to keep us well so we may help others." Food, clothing, shelter, and medicine—these are known as the four requisites.

When we finished our meal, we would express our gratitude to all who offered food to help us survive. In turn, we would help them by offering the teaching, the Dhamma. If we didn't offer the Dhamma or if we misbehaved, we would be considered thieves, and our food would burn like hot iron in our throats. But the merit of giving and receiving was not just for ourselves. It was shared among all beings, living and dead. Following the morning meal, we had prayers in Pali, taking refuge in the Buddha, the Dhamma, and the Sangha. Then we would recite other verses from the scriptures. Afterwards, we had sitting meditation. The novices did cleaning work for a short time before the day's last meal at eleven in the morning. Sometimes the monks were invited out. Since my master was well-known, many people came to offer food at lunchtime. All of us at the temple benefited from this, so that despite the war, we were not starving. After lunch, there was a little time to rest. Then we had formal teaching. For several hours we studied the life of the Buddha, Buddhist history, the discipline (vinaya), and the discourses (suttas).

Pleasures of the Rains Retreat

For the three months of the rainy season, monks don't travel. This is called the Rains Retreat. Throughout most of the year monks are encouraged to travel freely and to propagate the teachings. Traditionally, monks walk everywhere, but in the rainy season they might step on and harm the sprouting plants, so from July through September we were not allowed to travel or to spend the night outside the temple without special dispensation. And so, during the rains, all the monks would assemble, and many laypeople would also come to the temple for the preaching and ceremonies each night. Young men were often ordained while the best teachers were in residence. The Rains Retreat is also called the Buddhist Lent, because some laypeople would give up smoking, drinking, rude speech, fishing, and so on for this time. Others would vow to do good things. It was a good opportunity to practice Buddhism, to be mindful.

During the Rains Retreat, we had a sermon every night. Usually we heard Jataka Tales of the Buddha's earlier lives. In Buddhism you are not required to believe in previous lives if you dont think it's helpful to you, but the stories are still wonderful. Our culture is an oral tradition, and many people came to listen—mostly older women and young people.

There was no television in those days, but we had this preaching.

I went to listen to sermons every night in the sala, the preaching hall. This is how I came to know Buddhist culture at its best. There was

a nun, about eighty years old, wearing white, who noticed me. She

said, "It's wonderful how this twelve-year-old boy comes to listen every night. At the end of the Rains Retreat we must invite him to preach." She proposed it to all the ladies, and they accepted. The abbot said, "Okay, give it a try, but you have to learn to sing and chant." So they gave me a small part in the story of the Buddha's next-to-last life as Prince Vessantara, one suitable for a young novice. I had to recite the verses telling how beautiful the forest was, what kinds of animals and plants lived there. I learned all about ecology and even some tricks to train the voice, like swallowing a whole boiled egg.

That year I collected more money than any other preacher, not because of my ability—to be honest I chanted very badly—but because

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I was so young. Most boys my age hardly read, much less preached to the public. They had to carry me up to the high pulpit. People offered all kinds of delicious fruit—bananas, pomeloes, oranges, coconuts.

The end of the Rains Retreat is followed by the Kathina ceremony. The village offers robes to the whole community of monks. They offer other things as well and make donations to repair monastery buildings. Often two villages would collaborate.

The monks go their own separate ways at the end of the Rains Retreat. Those still in the temple on the last day perform a ceremony known as Pavarana. Once a year, each monk must come forward in order of seniority—beginning with whoever was ordained first, not by age or rank—to request of the whole assembly: "Out of pity for me, out of your generosity and kindness, if you have heard, or seen, or suspected that I have done anything wrong, please speak so that I will have an opportunity to change and behave properly." This was a helpful ceremony for me. I have used it in some of our groups: "Please tell us what we have done wrong so we can change." In the temples today, this sincere request is often just a formality. The same with the Kathina. Now the abbot usually receives the robes instead of the monks who are most skillful or whose robes are in rags. The Pali Canon spells out the meaning of these ceremonies very clearly, and it is wonderful when we can create the essence from the form. Unfortunately, they are now often performed as empty rituals.

When schools reopened in 1945 after the war, my brother left the temple. I stayed for one more year even though my father wanted me to come home. I had needed his permission to be ordained and leave home, but once one joins the monkhood, nobody can ask you to leave unless you are expelled. I enjoyed life at the temple so much that I didn't want to leave. I hated the thought of going back to school, wearing shorts, and being treated like a child. My father said, "I have land for you; I will build you a house." He would invite me every evening to see the house being built. But I was not interested in houses. I was interested only in the monkhood.

British troops came to Bangkok after the Japanese. There were also lots of Indians and Pakistanis, British and Dutch. There were bars for the foreign troops, and outside the bars were noodle shops

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for the taxi drivers and chauffeurs who drove the officers. Each evening I had to walk back to my temple past these shops. I had never been especially interested in food before, but now it smelled so good. I began to think, "Perhaps going back to school and my family might not be too bad after all."

My father continued his pleas: "What happens if you want to leave the monkhood at the age of twenty or twenty-five? What will you do for a living? In this competitive world, you need to have some skills. By the time you are twenty, I may be gone. Who will support you? After your education, if you want to rejoin the monkhood, I won't object." Finally I agreed. I left the temple and returned home to be with my father in the house he had built for me.

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Our house on the

Bangrak Canal

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in that style all the time. I was more or less his unofficial secretary. He asked me to do some writing for him. I would type things and send them to him to be edited.

Though Prince Damrong died before I ever met him, he had twenty-five children by his eight wives, and I had come to know his eldest daughter, Princess Jongjit, quite well, partly through having published their correspondence. She was a woman of great character. She was also a great cook. She invited me to have lunch with her every Sunday, and I would bring along various friends—English, American, anyone else. The only condition was that we enjoy her food. She was almost eighty at that time. While we ate, she would talk about King Chulalongkorn and his various queens, her father, the good old days, and life in the palaces. Princess Jongjit's sister, Princess Poon, later complained that her sister should not have told

me all the family secrets. Princess Jongjit told me everything      she

was very honest and sincere, and she trusted me. At first I thought I would write about all this, but she trusted me so much that I found it hard to write. I had become one of the family.

Ch7 Working with the Monks

During this period I started working with the monks, aiming to make them more aware of social issues, conservation, and peace. These included such radical monks as Buddhadasa Bhikkhu and Bhikkhu P. A. Payutto. The Sangha was acquiring a more visibly active role in the contemporary world. This work began in 1962, in collaboration with Don Sweetbaum, a Peace Corps teacher at Mahachula-longkorn Buddhist University in Bangkok I presented his idea to the Asia Foundation for a training program to make monks more aware of social issues. But the Asia Foundation had no money and recommended another foundation. I suspected it was a CIA foundation but didn't know for sure. They gave us a lot of money to train student monks up and down the country in social work We also invited monks to attend courses at the university dealing with social injustice. The monks asked me, "Is this CIA money?" I said, "I have no idea, but even if it is CIA money, it doesn't matter, because we are left to do whatever we want." Eventually, it was revealed to be CIA money.

There was a lot of communist activity in the countryside, so I described Buddhism as the only safeguard against communism. With this language, we got support even from the supreme commander of the armed forces, General Saiyud Kerdphol, who was in charge of the anticommunism unit. He was the most enlightened of all the generals. When I wanted to take our donors from America to visit the young graduates in the remote provinces, the army provided us with a helicopter. They sent one colonel along with us, and as we talked, he became convinced of the value of our work. He said, "You know, we've been fighting the Communists and spend too much money on weapons; instead, at least a percentage of that money should be given to you to help these monks. It would be much more effective." Later on, I got money from the government to support the monks.

I was very ambitious. I wanted all the monks to be concerned about

conservation, peace, and society. I felt we should teach them at the universities where they studied. I didn't want the training to be limited only to Mahachulalongkorn Buddhist University but to include Mahamakut University, belonging to a second Buddhist sect. The first time we sent the monks up to the northeast, those from both sects stayed in one temple together. They became very friendly and began to trust each other. Although these two Buddhist universities were teaching modern subjects, I thought they were too big and too much in imitation of secular institutions. I wanted to start a new college at our Wat Thongnopphakhun to teach Buddhist philosophy, Sanskrit, and Pall. We would study Mahayana Buddhism, integrate meditation with education, and help with social awareness.

A bright, young novice named Sathirapong Wannapok came to our temple. He was the first novice to complete the grade-nine Pali examination during the reign of the present king. Since 1782, only two novices before him had done so, and both eventually became Sangharaja, supreme patriarch. Grade nine is a kind of doctorate. I talked to the abbot of my temple, a great Pali scholar himself, and told him that this novice was very bright, and that we should send him abroad to study Sanskrit and get a college education in England. I argued that our monasteries had to become more modern, and our monks needed to understand the West. We can't keep Buddhism as it is. It has to change to meet the modern world. Young monks should be encouraged to study abroad. Perhaps Sathirapong can help reform the system of education and make the Sangha more active in the contemporary world. The abbot agreed, and a friend of mine secured him

a place at Trinity College, Cambridge. Sathirapong became the first Siamese monk to study in Cambridge, get his degree, and return

home. I told him I wanted him to help teach at our temple, but he wanted to disrobe and get married. He became a lay professor at a university in Siam and a fairly well-known journalist. He was also appointed a royal academician.

Buddhadasa Bhikkhu

At that time, Buddhadasa Bhikkhu was the most important Buddhist thinker in Siam. I had read some of his work as a student, but he was too advanced and radical for me since I had been brought up con-

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servatively and my temple was conservative. Buddhadasa was very

pro-democracy. He wanted to rewrite the history of the Buddha without using royal language. That was very progressive for the time, and

for me. He shocked a lot of people. He was the first monk to stand

up at a podium and use his hands when he lectured. Traditionally, monks must sit down and preach quietly without emotion. They must

not try to convince people by arguments or actions but merely make the teachings available for people to take as they wish. That is the form, and I was very much for form and formality.

One of Buddhadasa Bhikkhu's lectures was a real bombshell. He said that the Buddha image could be a hindrance to the Path, to the

Buddhadhamma, because a lot of people become attached to the

image. He said that the Buddha discouraged images. During the time of the Buddha, there were no images at all. Images came much later,

from the Greeks. To provoke people, he said that if he had absolute power, he would order all images dumped into the river! I became upset because in our temple we paid respect to the images every morning. A lot of people were attacking Buddhadasa Bhikkhu, and I did-nt like him either.

After my return from England, when I was more mature, I began reading his books in a new light. His most important book was

Following the Footsteps of the Buddha. It was very sensible and taught

me a great deal. I went to visit him at Suan Mokkhabalarama, the Garden of Liberation. I was just starting the Social Science Review

and was surprised to find that Buddhadasa Bhikkhu had read my magazine. By that time he was a very well-known and controversial monk, but he treated me as an equal. He gave me a good interview, and we had a long chat. I barely knew him, but he invited me to go with him to visit all the islands as a kind of pilgrimage. I thought he was an intellectual and provocative monk, but when I followed him, I found him to be very humble. He prostrated at all the images and said that the Buddha image could also be a help if you paid respect not to the image but to the Buddha. He also paid respect to the senior country monks, some of whom were illiterate, prostrating to them as if he were prostrating to the Buddha image. He explained to me that he did not prostrate to a monk as a man but as a representative of the Sangha.

We traveled with Khantipalo, the English monk whom I had been responsible for getting from India to Bangkok. I was asked to be the interpreter. Buddhadasa encouraged the English monk to speak, despite the fact that Buddhadasa himself was much more senior and all the people had really come to listen to him. He even allowed me to speak. He allowed everyone to participate. We went by steamer, and people came out in canoes when they saw him. it was wonderful traveling with a famous monk. Everywhere we went there was a beautiful reception. People came offering food and fruit, and he would preach to them. He ate only one meal a day, of course, and he ate very little, so we ate what was left over.

Buddhadasa Bhikkhu's books, writings, and thinking became a great inspiration for me, in particular his book on Dhammic socialism. He found socialism and even communism in Buddhist teachings. Sangha means commune or community. The monks do not own anything except one alms bowl, three robes, and one needle and thread. The rest they own jointly, or it belongs to the community. I think if we used this model for laypeople, it would be something wonderful.

Bhikkhu I? A. Pay utto

Although my abbot had been disappointed in Sathirapong, his adopted son who left the order, another monk, Bhikkhu P. A. Payutto, became the second novice in the present reign to reach grade nine in Pali before his higher ordination. This monk was very humble. At the early age of twenty-five, he became deputy secretary general of Mahachulalongkorn Buddhist University. He more or less ran it. I

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worked closely with him from the time he was a newly ordained monk He was very active at the university, and I realized he was very talented. I told him not to spend his time on administration but to do more creative work. Buddhadasa was then the only one doing creative work in Buddhism, and we needed more young monks to capture the minds of the younger generation.

In the sixties, Buddhadasa Bhikkhu had come to debate with the well-known writer Kukrit Pramoj. Kukrit said that Buddhist thought is a good way to cultivate personal happiness, but to develop the country, there must be greed. "Greed is a wonderful ingredient in development. In Buddhism, you say greed is bad; that is okay for monks. But in lay society, I want my bank to be bigger, my salary to be higher." They debated. Although Buddhadasa was very good, he could not outdo the wit of Kukrit, who was much more versatile. But in the seventies, this young monk Bhikkhu Payutto was even sharper than Buddhadasa, in a humble way. His remarks stirred everyone up. He used Buddhist terms to help us understand things properly. In response to a book on development by American scholars condemning Buddhism's attitude, he pointed out that they ignored the destruction that development caused to the environment. He was very eloquent, very scholarly.

In 1974 as part of Prince Wan's eightieth birthday celebration, we asked people to write articles for a book to be published in his honor. Bhikkhu Payutto wrote an article on Buddhadhamma. It was the best of them all, and we invited him to give a lecture at Thammasat University. His lecture captured the essence of the Buddha's teaching and captivated the whole audience. His article was translated into English and later expanded to ten times its original length. It could be considered the whole corpus on Theravada Buddhism. It is very scholarly and convincing, written in beautiful language. Since then Bhikkhu Payutto has become a great Buddhist writer and inspiration to many people. Years later, when I was working to organize monks around environmental and social issues, I asked him to name our group. He chose Sekhiyadhamma, meaning "to make the teachings of the Buddha relevant for the modern world." I got most of my own ideas from him and Buddhadasa.

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With Buddhadasa Bhikkhu in 1991

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Abbot Dhammacetiya          

I worked with the monks via Mahachulalongkorn Buddhist University all through the 196os when Bhikkhu Payutto was in charge, but I switched when he left the university. Phra Dhammacetiya, the abbot of Wat Thongnopphakhun, which my family has supported for five generations, was promoted to ecclesiastical governor of the Thonburi Sangha across the river from Bangkok. I followed him, moving from an academic involvement to a more practical involvement. Teaching at the university was mainly theoretical and had no real power to direct the monkhood. The abbot, in his new position, had the authority to tell the monks what to do.                            

I began working closely with the abbot, acting more or less as his lay secretary. I gave him a lot of ideas about administration. I told him we must look after the art in all the temples; we must use our money wisely and keep a record of our expenses; we must preserve the buildings, and any new buildings should have his approval; and we must train the monks to be aware of social issues. Monks must understand larger social issues and be involved in society. We were no longer living in villages. He agreed, so we formed lay and monks' committees that were very effective.                               

The 1971 coup consolidated Thonburi and Bangkok into one big city, and the abbot lost his position. He was asked to become governor general of the fourth region in the center of the country. The patriarch of the entire northern region also wanted him in charge of training and educating monks throughout this area. The abbot asked me if he should accept. I said yes, and against the advice of many other people, he did. I got money from a Christian foundation from Germany, Bread for the World, to support his work on conservation within the Buddhist Sangha. The Sangha had no conservation policy. The monks were not proud of their temples. They liked building new ones. I felt we had to teach them about architecture, art histo-                         

ry, and preservation. We became very active. The abbot's work as a scholar and administrator was very much appreciated. Unfortunately, he worked very hard—unlike most monks—and died when he was only about seventy-one. I worked with the Sangha until his death in                            

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