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hello and welcome I'm Jeffrey Mishlove today we're going to be examining the concept of enlightenment why is it that
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people throughout the world and almost every religious tradition and cultural tradition pursue the notion of
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enlightenment what is enlightenment is there such a thing is it possible to attain enlightenment with me today is
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mr. ug Krishnamurti a world traveler and author of mind as a myth and the
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mystique of enlightenment welcome you Jing here you know people often have
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referred to you as an enlightened being and I know you're very uncomfortable with with that and in fact you told me
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earlier you're uncomfortable with the concept of being at all yes you see the the question arises only in relationship
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it's becoming and enlightenment is also becoming easy so I would go one step
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further and say that the human mind if I may use that word quote and unquote is
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interested only in sensual activity you know the the living organism or the
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human body whatever you want to call it is only responding to the stimuli it is
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not interested in pleasure at all see the moment you use thought to experience
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anything in terms of pleasure it becomes a pain for this body and yet we pursue
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sensuality and yet find only pain in it but we love pain in other words we love
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we enjoy pain and call it pleasure you see the human body is not interested in
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pleasure of any kind it is only interested in maintaining the sensitivity of the nervous system and
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the sensitivity of the functioning of the body so the moment you say a particular sensation is a pleasurable
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sensation the demand to make it lost longer goes with it so then the demand
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to make the pleasure lost longer turns what we call pressure into pain and that's a painful sensation
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to the body the body is trying to be rid of the pleasurable sensation and what we
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are stuck with is pain it almost sounds as if the greater the pleasure then the greater the pain must be we have
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introduced the degree into that what is called pleasure and see because the thought is always interest rate in more
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and more of something and less than less than the other I am NOT saying anything against a pleasure see the moment you
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use thought as an instrument to have pleasure we have there created a problem
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since man has realized since I don't like to use the word man or a human
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being or in general terms to the average man say that man is you and I sitting
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here so since this demand for permanent
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happiness is something which cannot be achieved through anything any thinking
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that is open to us we have projected and created what is called enlightenment
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God's self-realization calling by whatever name you like so that is the
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ultimate pleasure there are stories out of India you've probably heard of great
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Saints who are supposedly in states of Perpetual sexual orgasm that is what these gurus are selling in
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the marketplace today you see even sex is something that the
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body does not care for it's a painful thing and that is necessary for only one
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purpose to reproduce one line then the living organism is interested only to things it's a survival and then is the
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reproduction so when once the thought is involved in turning sex into pressure we
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have created a problem it is the same thought that makes you feel that you see
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the pleasure you see can be extended into one of degree in two and longer and
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longer time and then you see keep it going and so it is more painful to this body
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you almost sound Victorian in your approach here I'm not I'm not Victoria Lee sex is it totally unrelated to the
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question of enlightenment you see whether it has become fashionable these days for all these people to market sex
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as the means or the stepping stones to enlightenment but actually and factually
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the sex is totally unrelated to what is called enlightenment whether you deny
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yourself sex or indulgence sex it is of no importance to what you are searching
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for but in a culture where you see the denial of sex is maintained as a cynic
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poem or an essential thing for your spiritual goal unfortunately the the
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girls in the marketplace who are selling that enlightenment invented this thing
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called is the tantric experience and used that as a means to achieve your
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spiritual goals right is you the tantric here or abstinence there and what you're saying what are the same they are
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totally unrelated to the question of enlightenment when once you see the question of enlightenment or the demand
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for an Enlightenment is freed from sex totally either as a means to eat or the
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denial of it as a main street we can look at it in a different way and ask the question is there any such thing as
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enlightenment at all we have accepted taken for granted that there is such a
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thing as enlightenment but we never questioned that because when once you question the whole idea of enlightenment
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or is reportedly concept of enlightenment we are questioning the
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teachers we have talked about it and we have invested our tremendous fatal them
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so the the sentiment comes into the picture and we accept that as a gospel
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truth well yes we have this notion of the great sages of antiquity in many
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different cultures have written and talked about higher states of consciousness and at least lighten them and that is true but I am questioning
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the very consciousness itself is there any such thing as consciousness that is
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my question so you become conscious of yourself and the world around you only
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through the help of the knowledge that is given to us by these so-called sages
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saints and saviors of mankind so is it possible for you to be conscious of anything without the help of that
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knowledge so we have the question the very thing that we have taken for
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granted we are very naive and accept it and then you see spend a whole lifetime
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in search of whatever you want to have it enlightenment God realization
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self-realization what in other words you seems as if there's a paradox here because on the one hand our
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consciousness it seems as if it leads us to question the tradition the so-called truths that are handed down to us and
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you're saying but without that tradition without those truths we would have no consciousness you know that is part of
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the structure of our thinking mmm-hmm you see unfortunately the thought has divided itself into two and created you
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see this duality or the neurotic situation for us the whole culture
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teaches us that you should not compete competition is to be eschewing
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ambition is just something which you should not you see have spiritual
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teachings tend to say this is spiritual teachings he is always I mean exactly
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you know that except in capitalism there is this sense of demand that you should be free from ambition you should be free
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from greed you should be free from this that and the other but at the same time
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ambition is absolutely necessary for survival in the society in which we are
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functioning today so it is that that has created the neurotic situation for us we
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want to pleasure and at the same time we know that the pressure is giving us pain
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so the demand for permanence is the basic demand of thought is it is
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interested in in permanence the permanence not of this living
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organism but the permanence of the continuity of thought so the body knows
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in a way that it is permanent you see not in the sense in which we know that
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this is permanent that is not permanent but that knowledge is of a peculiar kind that it knows it is permanent so it is
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not interested in the idea that this is coming to an end one day see so the the
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one that is involved in this pressure moment is the one that is asking the
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question what will happen to this living organism when it dies you see for the
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body there is no such thing as death at all now because it has no way of
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experiencing the fact that it is alive in this moment and that it is dead after
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60 70 80 or hundred years at all are you saying then that the body doesn't die
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but what about the spirit that is the belief this we the self the soul the
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spirit and whatever you want to call it is invented by thought and it is the
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thought that is responsible for experiencing this what we call thought
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because what you call self spirit or soul or whatever you want to call I
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don't want to indulge in the frivolity of the root meaning of the words sincerely you know the Latin word spirit
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is a Latin word they have to do with breathing it generally it means breathing so you have observed UCF but
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an individual stop for breathing and that condition you describe it as depth
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so the fact that you see the breathing stop that you want to know if there is
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anything that will continue after death you see it is that that is interested in demanding to know what will survive this
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condition of the body which is called death I mean I would tend to think that my body will not survive my body will decay
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but perhaps my ability to experience at some level will survive but can you
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experience your body while you are living now see one wants to know
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anything about death he has to find out what is it that is there now and not
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wait until what we call the death takes place so you do you have any way of
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experiencing the fact that you are alive today I say no I see the doctor comes
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and examines you and tells you that this is your blood pressure this is the temperature for your body your heart is
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breathing your blood races so on and so forth so you are alive so you are trying
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to use that knowledge and experience what you call a living being but without
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the help of that knowledge which is passed on to us by observation of all these doctors and experience and tell
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yourself that you are a living being so when once you are freed from me the
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knowledge you have no way of experiencing that you are alive today and there is no question of experiencing
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when you are today well Descartes a great Western philosopher said I think
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therefore I am and you seem to be suggesting that thinking is the opposite
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of of living I think that Descartes I studied the Western philosophy and he
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asked the wrong question and answered it tonight in a very funny way we think I think
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therefore I am but he never asked the question which you should have asked the way the Indian philosophers built if you
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don't think now are you there uh-huh so the the basic question which we have
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to ask is what is thinking and why do we think at all if you don't think there is
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still the question there you see the question is born out of the assumption that there is something there and that
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is why he has come out with this statement I think therefore I am if you don't think where is that I am well
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isn't it true that when we talk of enlightenment the great sages of India have said when you stop thinking you can
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enter into this vast ocean of bliss and that's enlightenment the Blessed seizes
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the Bliss or whatever you want to call it is essential pleasure that we are
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indulgent in they have experience with some extraordinary moment which he
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described it as a bliss and tried to share it with us and that created the
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problem of us all trying to experience the same thing so that is the way the knowledge is passed on from generation
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to generation that is the way you are also experiencing things without knowledge you have no way of
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experiencing anything at all and when once you experience that experience this
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strengthens and fortifies the knowledge so this vicious circle goes on and on
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and on and on and that structure has no way of breaking through that we see
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vicious circle so we accept that knowledge is necessary for us to experience and the experience
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strengthens the knowledge so do we really want you see to find out
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or demand the way out of it you see mm-hmm how is there a way out and there
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is no way out because the question is posed by the thought and by asking this
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question they thought knows that it has no answer so that is the only way it can
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maintain its continuity they say the thought has invented time the thought has invented what is called
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space without the help of the knowledge we have of space and the knowledge we
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have of time there is no time there is no space the scientists may talk and say
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anything they like but they are also saying that there is no such thing as a
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time there is no such thing as a space there is no such thing as matter but
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what is called space-time continuum is there a space I question that is there a
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time the moment we thought is born the time is there so it is that that has
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invented what is called is really timeless and pursuing that timeless and
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it knows that it has no way of putting itself in a timeless state because the
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thought has to be absent in a so called timeless state it is an invention of the
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time to perpetuate itself within the field of time well it sounds like we're
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trapped we are trapped for in the very demand to get out of the trap is reality
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problem so there is no answer to that at all well are you suggesting then that in the
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history of humankind there they've never been enlightened persons no I'm not for
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a moment is saying that there is no such thing as an enlightened being we have plenty of them
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but I questioned the very the demand to
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be enlightened he as I said at the very beginning to me there is no such thing
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as enlightenment at all you see the enlightenment is in the future as I said
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a while ago it is the time that has invented the thing in the future the
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future is always it puts the Enlightenment there so the Enlightenment is part of the knowledge that is passed
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on to us from these great teachers who claim to be enlightened people and it is
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the past that is in operation here projecting into your future a thing
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called enlightenment so first of all is there any such thing as the present I
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say there is no such thing as present there is no such thing as now there is
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no such thing as the moment here because if we say this is the moment this is the
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present this is the now you have already brought into this picture the past in
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the past time is not enlightened so I am going to be enlightened tomorrow but what about now so am i enlightened or I
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am am i not enlightened what is it that tells me that I am enlightened that I am NOT enlightened that I am free and not
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free it is the knowledge that tells me that I am not free that I am NOT
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enlightened so if you are not enlightened now you are going to be enlightened it tomorrow I don't know if
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I make well if there's a paradox here somehow because it I guess it strikes me that if one is really enlightened is
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there's a transcending of space and time so that if one is enlightened it's always there that assuming for a moment
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that there is an enlightened being yes he has no way of telling himself that he
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is an enlightened man and there is no question of his trying to enlighten others I mean as soon as I say I am
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enlightened I've already come back the knowledge about enlightenment passed on to us from generations tells you that
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you are an enlightened man you see so then naturally you want to enlighten
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others so it is a petty little experience which has become possible for me through the help of this thought so
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what I experienced in call and enlightenment is a thought induced experience and not really an
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Enlightenment at all you mean every description of enlightenment is essentially an illusion it's why are we
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concerned about enlightenment at all well it seems like a way out yeah what
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else is there to do there the way out PC so you you you are putting off the
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problem to your future date what I am suggesting is that there are no problems
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at all you see what we are stuck with easy solutions offered to us by the
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people who you think and I think are in the know of things that they have the right solutions for the problems but
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those solutions have not helped us to resolve our problems but somehow we are
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caught up in this field of time and time is a hope you see it tells us that by
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repeating the same thing over and over again you will be able to solve this
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problem so we these solutions have not helped us to solve the problems at all
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we are looking here and there and everywhere to find out somebody who can
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offer us another solution to solve our problems but what one who is interested
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to resolve the problem must be ready to brush aside you see all
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the solutions offered by the Saints the sages and saviours of mankind in the
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past and in the present and yet to be involved in other words to truly be in
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free to truly be enlightened one has to give up every concept of enlightenment or every notion of this tradition that
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we've inherited you you are talking as if the concept and you are two different
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things the the demand for enlightenment and you
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are two different things so there is no way you can separate yourself from the
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concepts and but you just said that's
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essential to do that is essential to do is is a manner of speaking this is a way
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of putting things it's essential when you're impossible at the same time you are not ready to come to terms that
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there is no problem here and that you are stuck with all the solutions offered
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to us by those in room we have absolute confidence faith interest and yet they
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don't work the instrument which we are using is the one that is born out of
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hope this is what you are today is the totality of all your thoughts feelings
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and experiences that instrument is the only instrument we have and it is a very
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powerful instrument that instrument has helped us to achieve whatever we have achieved so far today so we are not
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ready to discard that instrument and at the same time we know that understanding
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through the help of that instrument has not helped us to resolve our problems at
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all and yet we have not given up our confidence tremendous faith in the
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instrument which we have been using to achieve our results so that is really the crux of the
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problem so when once the understanding dawns on you that that is not the
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instrument which will help you to understand and solve your problems and that there is no other instrument the
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demand to solve the problems ceases and instantly so there is no such thing as
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understanding at all how I stumbled into this is something which I have no way of
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knowing which is somehow it dawned on me that the intellect which I have
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developed through sharpening it you see using it has no way of understanding
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anything and at the same time the tremendous faith in that instrument is
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salinity see that that is the only instrument I do not know of any other instrument that's the only instrument that I have and it has not to help me to
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resolve anything to understand anything and somehow it dawned on me that that is
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not the instrument and there is no other instrument so that means it knocks off the whole basis of for any other way of
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trying to understand anything so the whole idea of for intuition goes down
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the drain down the tube why why does intuition go the intuition is nothing
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but a refined sensitized thought if I
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may put it that way so but it is still you see caught up you see in this the
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use of thought to the resolve you see the problems well wouldn't it be better
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at least to have refined sensitive thoughts rather than crude insensitive
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instead what is the difference what is the difference between a crude thought and a sensitive thought well in
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in Western tradition in the 18th century we we had a notion of the Enlightenment which which meant you know being free of
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superstition at least being able to see things as they are where are we free from superstition why
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do we swallow everything that every scientist dishes out every day I say we
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say it is a scientific but it is not so scientific they are as dogmatic as the
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religious people of the bygone days but because what science has given us the
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technology we invest of tremendous faith you see in the scientists every four
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years you see their theories are changing as I said the other day their interest in trying to find out the
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fundamental particle he is searching weighing but they will go on and on and
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on and on and on they're not going to give up for anyway yeah I mean the intellectual effort to solve the mystery
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of the physical universe is in vain he is in way because of the fact that the
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scientist is separating himself from the universe it is a single unit you see the
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nature and men are not two different things as I said before a while ago last time
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that somewhere along you see the evolutionary process this
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self-consciousness occurred in the human species you see but how do you know
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we're not actually separate how do you know that the self-consciousness is not valid you know it is the thought that
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creates the space as I said it's not easy space so let me give you an example
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we have about a minute left if this is in touch with this yes what is it that tells you that this is hard the
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knowledge that is hard is the thought and the thought creates the space
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between the two and tells that this is hard otherwise there is no space between
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the two and there is no way that the sense of touch can tell you that this is hard and not so I mean even
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something as basic as the sense of touch something we take so for granted is
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really just another thought process thought process so taught easy space thought creates space and in that space
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wave function so this space is something which can never never be experienced by
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thought we were trapped in our own thoughts and our thoughts can never really even see themselves it has no way
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of looking at itself you see what you see there the very question is there a
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thought or the interest the demand to look at thought is created by thought so
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what you see there is above thought and not thought itself ug Krishnamurti thank
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you very much for being with me it's been a pleasure thank you and thank you very much for being with us
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hello and welcome I'm Jeffrey Mishlove with UG Krishnamurti and we're continuing our discussion on the nature
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and the mystique of enlightenment ug the the various traditions particularly from
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Asia emphasized meditation as a path to enlightenment and sometimes it's quite specific if you meditate for so many
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years you will be enlightened and and you know there's lineages of enlightened master after enlightened master who
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followed a formula a recipe he almost and seemed to have been then anointed by
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their masters as being enlightened beings Oh all that has gone out of my system so
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what I have stumbled into is something extraordinary for me this is not
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something that is born out of my thinking I am NOT putting across a
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logically a certain premise here and I'm
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not thinking at all there's no thinking involved in what I am saying it it might come as a shock to you if not as a
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surprise that there is nobody who is talking here and this is a puppet here
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and you are pulling me City you are the
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one that is responsible whatever is coming out of me and so if you ask me
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questions about Hinduism the techniques of meditation and what they do I have
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nothing to say on that subject at all I in my own way did everything you say
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that one is asked that I was asked by my teachers followed everything you see
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that is there in the book practiced every kind of meditation and got nowhere
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I discovered that you see it was something in the nature of a violence
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see the goal of meditation is peace there is already peace here
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this is a tremendously peaceful living organism and why in the name of God why
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in the name of enlightenment I am asked to meditate to reach a goal which I
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consider to be a silly goal non existing goal through meditation you see so why
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am i meditating what is this meditation for that was my question basic question so I discovered that you see the goal of
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silence placed before me as a goal to be
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reached through one technique or 100 techniques of meditations
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it doesn't matter is the very one that is disturbing and destroying the silence
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that is already there whereas I discovered that you see the silence that was there is something in
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the nature of a volcano erupting you see so you go and stand before an ocean the
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roar of ocean you're going to in general what you hear see the tremendous sound
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there they you know so that is the silence and through meditation I am
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creating a dead inert state of mind is it is the mind that is involved in what
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is called meditation you see so it is interested in creating a peaceful mind
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we don't realize I'm not talking the saying anything about what the Hindus mean by meditation I'm not interested in
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that you see I'm not here expounding the cause of Hinduism at all you see what I have stumbled into what I have
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discovered is something extraordinary for me so I don't even accept that there
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is such a thing as a meditative state at all we see it is all techniques of
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meditations if I may use a very very crude is a sort of self-abuse you see it gives
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us you see the feeling that we are putting ourselves into a state of silence into a state of darkness what
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you see so if you if you practice one technique you have if you see one you
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have seen them all there is no reason why we should take try on a hundred
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different techniques of meditation but the basic question which one which we have to ask ourselves is why do we
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meditate at all what for it's a very ancient practice it is I cannot defend
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or brush aside the ancient practice I am NOT interested in that at all you see
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the when there is any an idea that is
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given to us that there is such a thing
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as peace of mind is in the silent mind that there is a void DC that you should
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not be occupied with these certain thoughts then you should be preoccupied with another set of thoughts but you are
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always preoccupied with something or the other at low time so you can say that
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you are not occupied with something or the other but all your energy is wasted
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in choosing between two thoughts you see if this thought I want a peaceful thought and the other one is a violent
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thought and there is an actual battle going on between these two thoughts and one thought that you say is a peaceful
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thought and the other thought is a while and thought so what you are stuck with is a battle a war between two things and
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what you experience and call that desire into mind or the experience of a silent
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mind is the peace between two wars and then it starts all over again and you
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constantly battle with you see the idea that you see this meditation or that
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technique of meditation is going to put you into a peaceful state of mind so
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there is no such thing as stay peaceful stateful my soup the idea
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of peacefulness maybe the illusion you described it is the mind the tests that is responsible for the disturbance that
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is there and it has invented uses something called a silent mind and
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battles with their teasing that's all that is there when you attain this
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insight that you're describing to me and yet you say you practice meditation for many many years and this practice of
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meditation had nothing to do with your own insights what I I would go one step
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further and say that what I have stumbled into it is something that has
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happened despite everything I did and how I have stumbled into it is something
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which I have no way of finding out for myself so it is not the mid techniques
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of meditation it is not the denial of sex it is not a practice of control of
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breath you see this is a this is a simple trick that we play with you see
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what you call breath control yes when you carefully look at you see you have
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no way of looking at it you have no way of seeing you and have no way of observing see that is really the problem
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see we we are caught up in this idea that there is somehow there is some way
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that you can observe that you can look at you see and see see but there is no
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way you can separate yourself from the breath you see so you want to separate
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yourself from breath and be aware of who you are breathing and watch it and what
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for so you are not conscious or aware of the fact that you are breathing at this
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moment and why do you want to be conscious or aware of breathing and what
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for to achieve a certain goal what you are actually doing is cutting out the
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flow of oxygen to the brain and that gives you all kinds of very peculiar
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experiences and you dump them as spiritual experiences so when once you
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experience something the mechanism of experiencing structure is that you
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always demands more and more of the same less and less than the other but we seem very hungry for spiritual experiences is
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if we have to collect them like trying the newest drug or the latest guru or the latest tantric method it is no
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different from the way we collect millions is no very different from you see the way we acquire knowledge so you
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see in a area where tremendous importance is given to spiritual
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experiences and not sensual experiences you can you see sell this to somebody
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else you see I have all these spiritual experiences you don't have so I am
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superior to you that is all that is there in this talk about the spiritual
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experiences I know you don't know see so I am questioning the very the foundation
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of knowledge you see knowledge there is no such thing as knowledge for the sake of knowledge knowledge is power I know
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you do not know I am a free man you are not a free man so I have no way of
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knowing that I'm a free man you see if I tell myself that I'm a free man it is the knowledge that is passed
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on to me that tells me that you are a free man you see you know I have no way
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of knowing that I am a free man so when once you are freed from the knowledge of
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all this freedom business and light element business the peace of mind
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business you are no longer interested in finding out whether you are peaceful or
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not peaceful whether there is a silencer there is no silence at all let me shift
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a little bit with you there those who describe the path towards enlightenment
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is bhakti-yoga the path of the heart opening up loving
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sometimes they seem like they get a little bit gushy but it seems to me the emotion it's emotion you see the other
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day I was telling my friend what part do tears play the tears are there only to
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lubricate the eyes they have no other part to play so emotionally see you
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involve yourself in the eyes become dry and then the nature as this is a
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facility to lubricate it in its own way so that you call those tears tears of
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joy but the tears are provided by this organism to protect itself to protect
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its size so it is lubricating the eyes so they are not tears of joy at all so
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when once you see you think the decision a man of great devotion is emotionally
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involved is in this the joy you see of whatever he wants to call it the eyes
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are drying up and then you see the nature is this own way of lubricating and protecting itself and that you say
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it is to yourself joy but let's move beneath the sentimentality of it to talk about for example human communication
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being able for example to recognize oneself in another human being do we
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really do that is it possible for us to establish any relationship the relationship that we
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establish with the other humans human beings is on the basis of what do I get
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out of that relationship you see so mutual gratification is the
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foundation or the basis of all relationships you see so you are not
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satisfied with it the reality of the situation it is so horrible for you to
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think that the basis on which you have established relationship with you the
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other human beings as you put it is it so sordid that you have to superimpose
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on that and call it is his love you see so love implies to and see loving thy
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neighbor as thyself crazy this is so ridiculous so absurd in the name of love
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thy neighbor as thyself we have created so much of horror so much of destruction
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so much of killing is in the name of life thy neighbor as thyself so are you totally cynical when about
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love a cynic is at least you see is sure that his feet are very firmly fixed on
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the ground and it is the way out is easily the cop-out for the other man to call me a cynic because he doesn't want
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to accept the fact that really there is no love between these two individuals what do I get out of this relationship
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if that is denied you will be surprised what is there in the place of what you
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call love is hate if not hate it is apathy indifference towards the other individual we use what I am trying to
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say is that it is just impossible to establish the relationship on any basis
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there is no need for any relationship at all the only relationships we have is in
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the basis what do I get out of this relationship who wants relationship the person who is
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lonely who is lost he wants to fill his emptiness he wants to fill his void and
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he uses to some other individual to help him to fill this void and he uses this
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fine world Cola but aren't we all ultimately in that predicament we all are in that
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predicament where you are not honest enough to admit that we use some other individual to fill this emptiness to
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fill this void and to fill this loneliness so we are using other individuals and for this the fancy label
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it is a loving relationship and you may call me a cynic this area it's all right with me that is the reality of the
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situation so anything that is born out of this relationship is violence well I
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I wouldn't necessarily want to deny that what you described is the sordid foundation of relationships but surely
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they don't just stop at the foundation I would think surely there are the heights to which it relationships can aspire and
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even if it's an unattainable height it may be worth a spiral so we live in that hope and die in that hole why is it not
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possible for us to love the other individual here and now at this moment
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why does it have to be tomorrow see tomorrow means you are pushing what you
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can do today that's why I say you people call me a cynic food people call me a pessimist people call me a legalist
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people call me this that and the other and what they do not real I'm not blaming them I'm just pointing out that
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when they use these terms as a cop-out they use this too when they use this i
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point out that it is what you believe is the solution for even problems he is the
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one that is responsible for evil frustration what I am suggesting is a very positive thing he'll and you call
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this a negative thing because you want this action to occur only there and not
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now I don't know if I make myself clear if you're only interested in all actions
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to happen only in the future and not now so you are not acting at all you see the
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action has got to be now and why is it not possible for us to be
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kind to be honest to be loving to be whatever you want to be now and why does
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it have to be tomorrow or you see day after tomorrow why is my question see you are pushing
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it off something that you can do now and you don't want to act now we see that
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action is something which will destroy there's a solid relationship to you have
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a stay I'm not saying that you means you but I'm here with you right now
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yes that we establish you see this is not the relationship and cover it up by
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saying that's a loving relationship this brotherly relationship this that and the other the action implies freeing
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yourself from this distorted reality and create you see if there is any other
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relationship of possible outside of the field of whatever you call our brother
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old understanding in soon that is too much for us so it is very convenient for
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us not to act not to action means this relationship comes to an end what will
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be in its place is something you will not know I would not know nobody knows
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earlier I mean you told me that but there was nobody there
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nobody had they're just words all works works first books how do you ready to
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accept that I have a hard time I think I'm talking to a human being
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I don't know if there is anybody who is talking
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what is it the time say you see I have to bring this the functioning of the
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body your body my body everybody's body into the present context see these
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sensors are all independent there is no coordination except when there is a need
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for cooperation and the cooperation between one two three or all the five
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senses he is decided by the situation in which you find yourself and the
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situation demands the coordination of one two three or all the senses and so
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they are all independent models what I am trying to emphasize now and always in
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put across is that this body is only
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interested you see in response to the stimuli the statement then this is
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responding to this stimulus is also a questionable thing because you have no
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way of experiencing except through the help of the knowledge that is given to us that this particular response is the
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response to a particular sensation otherwise the response to the stimulus
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and the stimulus and the response to that stimulus is a unitary moment and you have no way of separating so as a
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matter of fact the eyes are looking at one thing the listening mechanism is
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listening to something and the sense of touch is is involved in the sense of touch so all these are all independent
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activities there is no way that you can create the totality of your body here
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and sit here and experience the totality of the body what you experience there
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and tell you what self and tell me as the totality of your body is born out of
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your imagination you see so if you want to experience civil body here the only way you can
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experience it is through the help of this sensory activity the eyes are
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looking at it the this sense of looking does not tell me that you see it is you
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see a body and that it is missing dr. fish laughs that is sitting there it
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does not say anything you say about your body except that it is reflecting the body on the retina yes the light that
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falls on you activates this optic nerves and the optic nerves throw the image on
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the retina and it does not say that it is a man that it is a human being that
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it is doctor Mushaf it doesn't say anything except the reflection of the
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object on the retina and in this process the activity of the optic nerves also
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activate the neurons there in your brain which we call memory and tells you that
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you see that you are a man and not a woman that you are a human being and not an animal and so on and so forth but
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these perceptions are so quick that there is no need for the memory to come
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into operation and capture you can say that you are a man I don't know if they make me sleep well I don't know if
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you're describing an organic process or a mechanical process I am only talking describing the organic process which is
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not different from the mechanical process we are not ready to accept the fact that that is only a robot there a
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mechanical thing a computer with an extraordinary intelligence of its own and the acquired intellect which we are
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so proud of is no match to that so as I said but even the idea of a computer or
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a robot is also just a thought just an idea for us it is but I have to use the word computer to give you a feel about
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you see the idea that we have that there is something more
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you see there there is a spirit there is a soul there is a psyche that there is a mind and so on and so here what you're
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doing in effect is denying that there's that there is a spiritual nature I is an
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invention of thought within the realm of thought in the realm of thought the
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thought has created the materialistic values and spiritual values that thought
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is the creation of what society culture or whatever you well you may would it be
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fair I'll say then our spiritual nature does exist within the realm of thought what I am suggesting is that this
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spiritual goal and the demand to achieve your spiritual goals are also
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materialistic in their nature yes because the instrument which you are
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using is thought which is matter you see so you just say that it is a spiritual
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goal and that spiritual values are higher than the materialistic goals and
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the materialistic values but the instrument which you are using to achieve your spiritual goals are also
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materialistic in their nature well it's I would think it's debatable whether thought is matter
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I don't really know yeah it is debatable when you consider thought or think of
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thought as as a thought you see as matter or not matter but he is there a
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thought the question itself is absurd and ridiculous because of the assumption or
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we assume that there is such a thing as thought so if you want to find out for yourself and by yourself is there a
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thought the question itself is absurd because of the assumption that there is such a thought and what you find is all
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about thought but not thought see I don't know if I make myself well that's a very subtle easy you have to do that
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with me all right you see do you think that there is a thought there what is there is only the question do you think
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but is it there a thought that all that's there but there is no other thought other than this question is
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there a thought or do you think that there is a thought thought is this thought is that thought is not this
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thought is matter thought is not matter thought is a space that is not space thought is time not a time that's all we
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can indulge in this probability of arguing and debating for hours and hours and hours but we don't get anywhere
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because what we are indulging meaning is nothing but our dialectical thinking about thinking itself well this helps us
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to sharpen that instrument yes and carry on this discussion on and on and on well
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is it like masturbation I used a very refined word a dialectical thinking
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about thinking it's mm-hm if you want to use that word I am ready to go along with it you seem to be
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suggesting that it doesn't we get nowhere it's like a dog chasing its tail on tail its own tail
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TSR I would put it in a different way you are trying to overtake your own
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shadow but you really don't know or
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don't realize don't want to know and ask this question what is it that is casting
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the shadow it's the light there without that there is no shadow there so instead
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of questioning the shadow itself the materiality of the shadow for some
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reason you want to overtake the shadow you are not going to succeed well let's let's talk more about the light maybe
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later when I use the word light I don't mean any divine light or spiritual light the light that is there without that
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life I see nothing here if I see anything it is only the product of my
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imagination so to be able to see you I need the light see so the thought is not
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is here self-generated one it is generated by the stimulus of the light
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so that light stimulates as I said an while ago and brings the thought into
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operation and tells me that you see that is a camera and that you are a man
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that's the call and so on and so forth this is a microphone so what is so
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marvelous about you see this naming and recognition that's all that we are indulging in the frivolity of naming and
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recognizing things so if you do not know a thing about what is going on outside
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and what is going on inside you as you know yourself or you as you experience
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yourself is coming to an end that is the situation which you are not
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ready to face up to so you keep on this dialogue with yourself the communication
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with yourself and tell yourself all the time that I am this that I am NOT that
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that I am happy that I am NOT unhappy that I am bored that I am not bored and
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so on and so forth but actually there is no difference between the outside and
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the inside so why do you have to constantly carry on this dialogue this
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conversation with yourself would be to maintain the continuity of your thought
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as rather than to face annihilation we you are projecting a situation called
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annihilation there may not be any inhalation at all because when once the
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thought is not there then once you are not there you the product of all the
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experiences and thoughts when you are not there you are no way of finding out
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what you are left with and you wouldn't call it an annihilation at all you are not there anymore so you have no
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separate independent existence of your own so you are part of the totality of
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things your you and the nature is one single unit now ug you seem to be
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suggesting that there's just a little hair maybe separating all of us from
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enlightenment and that hair is our fear of annihilation the fear you are talking
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about have you ever experienced fear at any
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time because you see of what is fear after all where is that fear what is
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fear the fear of something coming to an end the fear of you as you know you will
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sell you as you experience yourself coming to anything so you do not want
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the fear to contain it if the fear comes to an end you will drop dead here
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physical clinical death will shake bases here it is not in your interest to ask
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demand the fear to containment so you play with that you see fear so
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you don't condemn it don't identify yourself with fear don't do this you see you become one
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with the fear you become choicelessly aware you live with the fear you see all these techniques all the therapeutic
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cults that have come into the marketplace each one trying to sell his
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own particular theory is only perpetuating this the fear and not trying to help you to free yourself from
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fear because it is something which you do not want to free yourself from and it
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is not in your interest that the fear should come to an end so you do not want the fear to continue do you experience
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fear now the fear there is nothing there to come to an end at all probably if you see a Cobra there I am NOT an innocent
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child you see you step back so then you see the fear that you see
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the it will kill you or it will come some kill somebody else is absent there then you take a walk
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with a cobra and sing songs with the Cobra and you will be surprised what a delightful creation what a marvelous
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piece of creation that Cobra is and you will never hurt that because hurting
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that is hurting yourself killing that Cobra is killing yourself and what gives
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you this situation where you are so ruthless and wipe out all these living
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organisms is the idea that you are superior and that the whole thing is
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created for your use and that is why we have created this problem you I'm
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talking all the time right well you were quoted once in a magazine article and in India is saying that you thought perhaps
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a cabbage was more alive than a human being you see do you know that you are alive I
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guess you have a knowledge of that you have no way of experiencing the living
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quality of that not that I know or that I experience that I am a superior being the demand to experience something
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living is impossible for the dead structure the thought is dead it is not
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a living thing what gives you the illusion is that you see we are trying to enlist thought with life and we
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imagine that it is a living thing but actually it is a dead thing we see it is not is dead so a dead thing cannot
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capture something living if by accident you step on a live wire you're dead
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you're finished you see only by accident you can step on you see touch life at a
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point where nobody touched before and and so you see the then from that moment
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onwards what is living there expresses itself without the use of thought so in
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that sense I say you will be more useful to nature dead than alive because you
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are living in the world of ideas you are living in the world of thoughts you are putting
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idea scintilla stomach and you are wearing their names so you are not
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living at all it's as if you're saying that our ideas are like our clothing like our hair or fingernails they're not
1:00:04
living tissue now they are not living at all they are all dead ideas passed down to by somebody who has come out with
1:00:10
these fantasies and ideas you know I watch many of your commercials here I'm
1:00:16
not plugging in any particular thing but it is something extraordinary see something extraordinary because I they
1:00:23
cannot sell anything to me you know but I am NOT interested in the products they
1:00:28
are selling and the way they are selling this is something extraordinary I'm always fascinated by these commercials
1:00:34
not by the programs they put me to sleep so I have become wake when I see a commercial I never buy anything that
1:00:41
they are selling see if they have you see viewers like me I see clients like me they would be out of business but you
1:00:48
see here there is one who is admiring the way they are selling music yes the products that always fascinates me
1:00:55
because of water what is that fascinate me the sales pitch the same stalk you see now they
1:01:01
have all taken over the the religious teachers you see they were selling all these products to us now Madison Avenue
1:01:08
has taken over I'm not closing in for Madison Avenue at all you see there'd be a better job than all these holy men who
1:01:14
are selling us a shoddy piece of spiritual goods what do you think there are any holy man any Saints any teachers
1:01:22
anywhere worth listening to I wouldn't go to anybody because I do
1:01:28
not want anything from anyone so there is any other holy man it is not
1:01:34
my concern it is not my interest what about the notion of I'm not interested
1:01:40
in freeing anybody from anybody you know what they are interested in is some sort
1:01:48
of a drug to put them to sleep I am Telling then all the time look here you
1:01:54
are awake this awakened assist something which you do not want so you want to put
1:01:59
yourself to sleep and so all these techniques of meditation the techniques of yoga the techniques of breathing God
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knows how many techniques the people in this country have come up with they are
1:02:13
all putting you to sleep because why you don't want to stay awake you are already awake so the whole idea of bringing
1:02:23
about this awakening you is is so so funny and so foolish and so idiotic that we all fall for this and by all
1:02:31
those things and try to awaken ourselves actually we are pulling ourselves to
1:02:36
sleep because this awakening is something that we don't want ug in my
1:02:42
lifetime I grew up in a small town in the middle of the Midwest of the United States and I had a feeling then and in
1:02:50
my youth that there was a slumber there that people were locked into their attitudes and into their values and into
1:02:56
their lifestyle and that I needed to to leave where did you get all those things from they brainwashed us they've made us
1:03:04
to believe that you see we have been fed that kind of a bunk for centuries if
1:03:11
they would died for to be changed we would all die of starvation so you are
1:03:16
only replacing those things you see if it's something from outside that is what
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I am NOT opposed to that what it's me is why do you have to import all these
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things from outside if religion is all that you are interested in what is it that you don't find in your
1:03:36
Bible what is it that you don't find in your Talmud why do you have to import all those people from outside who are
1:03:43
selling you some shoddy piece of spiritual goals what is wrong with your hymns I'm not for a moment saying go
1:03:49
back to Christ or back to her church or any such and there is no question of
1:03:55
going back you see so anybody who says revived go back is one who cannot offer
1:04:04
us anything you see you know it's y'all the world people in our families they
1:04:09
always talk about their past because they have no future to think about or
1:04:15
talking about they always talk about the past any nation any individual any
1:04:20
teacher who wants to revive the dead past he's already dead because he has nothing new to offer why do we have to
1:04:27
go back why do you make it impossible for you for somebody something new to
1:04:32
come up there and somebody asked me a question all these youth and people are lost they
1:04:39
don't know what to do with us you have made a mess of your life already and you are going to pass on what he has not
1:04:46
helped you to the younger generation if they make a mess of the world let them make a mess of the world they are going to learn it is their world you tell
1:04:54
everybody we are all here we are interested the world is the future for the future generations
1:04:59
they don't let these future generations living here now to have a say in this
1:05:05
matter it is for them to decide their future and we have nothing to do with it what has not helped us is not going to
1:05:13
help anybody all the lies all the beliefs they have not helped put us why want to pass them on to them if they
1:05:19
make a mess of the whole world is you let them make a mess of the world we have made a mess of the whole world we are we have no reason to be proud of
1:05:25
what we have created but let me just
1:05:31
have you shift a little bit you know you are an enigma
1:05:36
you've been described as a guru you deny it you've been described as a philosopher you deny that people want to
1:05:45
attribute the qualities of enlightenment to you you deny that but one characteristic which you have accepted
1:05:51
is that you're a world traveler I'm tonight that I haven't night I don't
1:05:57
know it is not because I'm Restless or anything ever since I was fourteen I
1:06:03
have never lived in any place for six months at a stretch I have seen
1:06:08
practically every part of the globe except some Pacific and Caribbean islands and China but there was a time
1:06:18
when I wanted to tell myself you see I have been there just don't talk about it you were visits to the Greece the glory
1:06:28
of the Greece and the grandeur of the Rome the splendor of this country I have also been there I spent only three hours
1:06:34
in the pyramids there that was enough for me I can kill myself until
1:06:39
everything I have been there I have never been interested in any anything past anything dead then that was my
1:06:46
problem I was hungry wanting to find out for myself and by myself see this the
1:06:55
question of enlightenment offices should be if I may use that word nothing else interested me I was lucky enough to be
1:07:02
born in a very wealthy family was born with a silver spoon in my mouth and so
1:07:07
many silver phones came along my way so that made it easy for me to pursue
1:07:14
and and I tried so hard I I looked
1:07:19
everywhere nobody satisfied me see nobody satisfied my hunger to find out the answer is
1:07:26
there any such thing as enlightenment was binoy an enlightened man is that man
1:07:31
who claims to be an enlightened man is he's an enlightened what is it that he has I don't have whatever he is telling
1:07:38
me is false and it is falsifying me be selfless what the hell do you want me to
1:07:44
be selfless I am a selfish being to the very core of me and you want me to be
1:07:50
selfless you see it is that we see the idea of selflessness that has turned me into your selfless man you are telling
1:07:58
me that I should be free from anger why should I be free from anger anger is a tremendous outburst of energy you are
1:08:07
not dealing with the anger there you are not dealing with pleasure you are not dealing anything that you see that is
1:08:13
happening there inside of me I am interested in finding out whatever is
1:08:18
there inside of me cannot be false whatever you are telling me is false but somehow I didn't have this certainty to
1:08:27
brush the whole thing aside maybe that fellow knows what he is talking about maybe he has something which I don't
1:08:34
have nothing satisfied my hunger you see so then they say they give you a small
1:08:40
piece of bread you see and then they the brown bread you see the stone brown bread nothing satisfied so what happened
1:08:47
is the hunger burnt itself off you see the the freedom that I wanted is in the
1:08:54
very demand to be free he's not there anymore it's not that I have found the
1:09:00
answer for that see there is no self to realize I have spent 14 nine years of my
1:09:07
life searching for this self it is not there one day so they can all go he sees
1:09:13
now this certainty that I have all that is false it is it does not mean that I
1:09:18
feel superior and place myself and a higher pedestal and tell myself you are
1:09:24
the most superior of all that I not for a moment that is false and I do not want that to
1:09:30
falsify me this certainty I have stumbled into it's something which cannot be transmitted with somebody you
1:09:37
say you stumbled into it and you say it has nothing to do with this intense watching nothing you see the intensity
1:09:43
is an emotional thing the the insights I had through these encounters with others
1:09:49
strengthened different what to fight the very thing that I was trying to free myself from it did not help me anyway so
1:09:56
nothing I did helping me so I have to use the word stumbled into because I
1:10:02
don't know how I this dawned on me that there is nothing to understand you see
1:10:09
that is not the instrument and there is no other instrument there is nothing to understand well would you have done just
1:10:15
as well to have remained in that design that is a hypothetical question you see I must admit that my contact in the West
1:10:23
to open do you see great horizons for me mm-hmm and unfortunately I studied both
1:10:29
eastern and western philosophies thoroughly for my master's degree and psychology but nothing helped with me
1:10:36
because this question the basic question is there any such thing as mind why you are talking of silent mind why you are
1:10:43
talking of for the mutation of mind there is no such thing as mutation of mind there is nothing there to be
1:10:50
transformed there is nothing there to be changed so why this talk of transformation radical or otherwise all
1:10:57
that is absolutely embarrassed absolute rubbish poppycock I say to myself but yet you see I lacked releases
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certainty so how I stumbled into it how it happened why it happened when it
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happened has anything happened to me I really don't know so whatever I am trying to put across is all an
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expression of what I stumbled into if I can't sit here and give a talk you see
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on the same subject like anybody else so I go one step further and say that
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you see despite everything whatever happened to him happened has
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happened to me and it is possible for a rapist a murderer or a con man thief man to
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stumble into this kind of a thing more than you see all those spiritual
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aspirants together it seems very ironic ironic but nevertheless the fact does
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remind so so in a sense anybody who might be viewing this program right now
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with the idea that they're going to get anything out of it whatsoever to help them along in the path of enlightenment
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so if they are interested in solving there's personal problems there are umpteen number of techniques they have
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to go there so this is something which cannot use to
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solve the day-to-day problem ceases I have no illusions that this will be or
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it can be of any help to anybody to solve their day-to-day problems because they are not really interested in
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solving the problems they are not interested in in freeing themself from fear you know so all these techniques be
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one with fear live with fear except fear be choicelessly aware of fear this is
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all you see taking you away from the fact of facing up to the situation that
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there is no where you can free yourself from here I'm not for a moment suggesting that you should live with
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fear what is there what you call you is born out of fear it thrives in fear it
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lives in fear so it cannot voluntarily liquidate itself free itself of fear so
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it has no solutions for the day-to-day problems of the people it has no
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solution for the problems of the world it has no social mountain but you know it just seems as if the pattern of your
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life as I look at it does fit perhaps a classical pattern and it's the pattern of struggling of agonizing of really
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pushing yourself on the path and reaching a point of despair of frustration and then giving up then
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letting go now you see the despair is the solution you see we are not dealing with the
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despair at all so we are not dealing with anger we are not dealing with greed
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there is no point in giving discourses on greed or how to be free from greed or how to be free from pleasure how to be
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free from despair because despair is something which you cannot separate yourself from you are dealing with how
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to be free from despair but not despair itself you see so the answer to your
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despair is in despair itself and not in how to be free from despair so you are
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only thinking about despair and not doing anything with that applies to all
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the things that we are trying to be free free in other words rather than vainly
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seeking for enlightenment or seeking for love or are seeking for all of these beautiful concepts that we have you're
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suggesting that we just grab reality by the teeth so to speak and all of its
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sordidness and it is not a question of act grabbing it is not a question of
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capturing it containing it and giving expression to it but that reality that
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is already there has to express itself in its own way how it will express
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itself you wouldn't know I would there is nothing to be done about it
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whatever you we are doing is the one that is preventing something living that
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is there to express itself so no two human individuals no two human beings
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are the same the culture is interested in fitting everybody into a common mode
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see if you look at the leaves you see I was a student of botany I studied the leaves you see in a microscope no two
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leaves are the same no two human beings are the same now they are doing tremendous amount of research now they
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are beginning to realize their motivation is to track down criminals not to understand the functioning of the
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human body they know now in a way you see that no two human bodies understand
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your hair you see if it is dissolved into the constituent elements
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you will be surprised that your hair is quite different from my hair and now they have come out with you see the the
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peculiar statement that women have more gold in the hair than men more gold more gold and then I don't know but I can't
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make any definitive statements about it no two human bodies are the same no two
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human individuals are we see the demand of the culture the society or whatever
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you want to call it to fit all of them in a common mold and produces even the
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same kind of people is not going to succeed in the longer probably we may not live long to achieve our goals who
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knows I don't know so this is must be one of the dangers than a spiritual traditions it is not that that will help
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us they say what will help us to live together peacefully
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music terror not love thy neighbor services they sell because if you try to
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destroy your enemy you will go with him if you hurt you or any physical e it can
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hurt you not psychologically not emotionally not romantically not politically if you step on the toes of
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somebody you see he is going to step on your toes that we have in your way
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understood in the international field in relationship in the superpowers you see you can no longer talk in terms of
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massive retaliation you have to live with your adversaries you have to live with your enemies you have to leave it
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you see and the one who is trying you see to her to you but then probably we will understand that you see if you try
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to destroy your neighbor you are going to destroy yourself maybe that will help
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us to live together in peace but not know their neighbour as thyself
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getting a tuck well you sound sort of like the 18th century British philosophers like John Locke and Thomas
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Hobbes who talked about the social contract and humanity is being a loaf and a dragon inside and that we had to
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face this sort of evil quality you are talking as if humanity is out there you
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see the demand for permanence of society Humanity is the demand for permanence
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here what I am saying is that there is no such thing as permanence the demand
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for permanence is the cause of man's misery the demand for permanence in
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relationship the demand for permanence of happiness the demand for permanent
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pleasure is the cause of man's misery so since you know in a way that you as you
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know yourself and you as you experience our surface coming to an end as an idea
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you know that one day you are going to die but not as a fact we see not as a reality but as this an idea that you are
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also going to die like you see all those who died before so you project the
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demand for permanence on mankind that mankind must be permanent must be there
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and you should do everything possible to see that humanity survives that is born
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out of the demand for permanence so we are not going to succeed in the long run because there is no such thing as
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permanence in any relationships so in any demands that we are interested in
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maintaining the permanence yuuji we have only about five minutes nothing but a semi time I don't want to do that yet I
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want I want to get into something a little more personal so now that you
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told me once about yourself that you had experienced physical death you see yesterday there was one lady who
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visited me and asked me a question I want to live
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in this moment passionately that was a
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question yes I said you have to be dead now you can't live unless you go through
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this process not dying to your poetic romantic yesterday's or psychological
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death but the totality of man's thoughts experiences and feelings that are passed
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down first from generation to generation then what is left there begins to
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express itself from that moment onward you have no existence of your own separate independent existence of your
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own at all so you're part of the totality of things from then on this is
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a single unit the nature and you are not separate but when I make such statements it is not that I myself can experience
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you can't experience the the the totality or the single Ness of nature
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and you but the demand to experience is not there anymore
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so in other words there is no such thing as in-depth at all what is there in the
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fear of something coming to an end what is it that will come to an end
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the fear of something coming to an end what is there that will come to an end there is nothing there there is no
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entity there now what do you think will come to an end the demand to maintain
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the demand for permanence of something that is not there coming to an end
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can be described as death you see the condition of the body huh we use the
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word and call it a dead body because it is not responding to the stimuli the way
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we think the living body is responding to the stimuli but you you Verster who do not know that you are responding to
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the stimuli you say that I am talking that I am full of animation that I am
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coming out with all these concepts I have no way of knowing whether I am saying anything here what is all this
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noise coming out it's just a noise you seem to make some sense out of it and it
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is good otherwise we can't function sanely and intelligently in this we have to accept the reality of things as it is
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as they are imposed on us otherwise we will all end up in a loony bin singing Looney Tunes and Merrie Melodies we have
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to accept the reality of the world as functional in their value but the moment
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you try to understand the reality of anything let all the ultimate reality you are lost forever well you seem to be
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suggesting a pragmatic approach to life and letting go of these philosophical abstractions except as is games for the
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sharpening of the intellect that saw that is the part that philosophy placed in
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our life to sharpen that instrument you see so you are not interested in
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accepting the fact that there is no foundation for your logical thinking
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there is no foundation for your rationality whoever said that man is a
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rational being deluded himself and deluded us all our actions do not show
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any rationality any logic ality in our function I don't know if there is any
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such word as logically we don't see logic in our lives we don't see that our
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life's our own run on logic well Yugi
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we're just about out of time and I'm in the paradoxical position of saying how much I've enjoyed being with you and in
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a sense I say that and I know that you probably you may be thinking to yourself there's nothing to enjoy no I'll just
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tell you thank you very much indeed okay and thank you thank you with me thank
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you I don't know we're talking really what if you put it on paper or if you
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try to listen to that it won't make any sense this my idea is not ideally if there is
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a purpose or if there is any motivation in these dialogues it is only to leave
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the other individual with this enigma the paradox and he has to resolve the
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problem for himself and by it thank you for sharing the paradox with
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us